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anaid-mik:

everyday i wonder what would happen if i took off this disguise and you saw me in my true light. i don’t think i have the strength to let you, or anybody else for that matter, in. i don’t want to be peeled of the layers i made for myself, i don’t think i can stand up firmly bare of this happy image. the darkness is creeping out, but i’m telling her to wait. i’m torn between two wants; the desire to be honest and the desire to be hidden.

 come on just be honest with me (;  jkk diannaa. but sometimes i feel the same wayyyyy.